Wednesday 1 August 2012

Fish out of water!-Last part

The meeting was scheduled at 2 pm. Got postponed to 5pm, actually happened at 6 :30 pm.They accused me of cheating. I explained what happened.But it was of no use.When they were about to make a decision, someone passed by the cabin.The face,I remembered was our invigilator's.Ran out of the cabin and told her the situation.When I think about it now, i feel it was quite dramatic. She remembered me. She cleared everything with the HR. I never got an apology for the insult.
Coming out of the cabin,I had only one thought.I am leaving the place as early as possible.Gotta catch the next bus home.I was shivering out of anger.I felt so bad for the people who were expelled.I now know what they had gone through.They have questioned our self-respect.
I came storming into my class and broke into tears.The geek sitting next to me was lost in the assignments and came up to me with doubts. I made him remember his family members including his great great grandfathers!!
Then some of my friends came and gave me the strength to move on.If I left my job now,all this would be for nothing. They told me not to go home just like that after reaching this far and all the blah blah blah stuff. "Ok fine,am not gonna quit.But tell this geek to stop annoying me"
You know what,I totally agree that what doesn't kill you makes you strong.
Training completed successfully!!..Now it was the long wait for the postings.My mom made it clear that I must get posted in Kerala (like I own the company!).
The time for the announcement came. It was to be updated on the training portal. Tension at its peak.I believe I was the first person to see that, Trivandrum it is...Felt nothing. Seriously.People were jumping, hugging, cursing,..I felt nothing. When I think about all these now,it appears silly.Even it sounds childish.But these were do or die situations then...
But now here I am wondering why I took it all so seriously!!..I realised that these are not the things we need to bother about.So,nowadays,the only thing that bothers me are "Whether I ll get the Spicy Chicken special today before its finished" or whether there ll be a long queue for the 'kattanchaaya' (tea)"....
(Meen avial enthayo entho)!..
Fish is back,not in the water,lets say an aquarium..Fish hasn't found its
niche yet....
NB:-The expelled people are doing better than any of us.Ultimately, I ,believe honesty and sincerity wins.What matters is how selfless we are.Manipulators may succeed initially.But it ll pay off at some point. The movie freak is the winner of best short film..the future director.These HR people may be one day waiting
in queue to watch his movie.Other people too are pursuing higher studies...
They might end up being the CEO of the company...
Waiting for that day...!

4 comments:

  1. "I made him remember his family members including his great great grandfathers!!"

    ^^ athu enikisttapettu..!!


    appo ee kattanchayem meen avial'um oke anu software engineering ale...

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    1. Ninak athu ishtapedum! Enikkariyam!

      athum software engineering aanu:-P

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  2. njan nirthathe itrem english vayikunath adyamayitta... ho....!!!

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